7 MEN IN CONFLICT
After three and a half years of ministry with Jesus, the disciples could not find even fish. This happened at the shores of the Lake of Galilee on a early morning even before the sun rose. They toiled through an empty night of finding no fish. Jesus had been crucified, Peter had denied him three times, and Peter had convinced these other disciples to return to the old life and find some fish. Peter, Thomas, Nathanael, John and James and perhaps Andrew and Philip were all involved in this discouraged group of disciples.
It was dark, indicating their lifestyle of walking in darkness. Their efforts were met with failure; they did not recognize Jesus, with whom they had spent three and half years To add to injury, they were following Peter, a denier of the faith and Thomas the doubter. One of them was impetuous, the other slow in responding to faith. One was saying more than what he had in mind, the other ready to do more than what he said.
It has been now over 45 years of full-time ministry, and I know many of my friends are involved in activities which do not produce results, spending their lives giving hail to Georgia or Georgia Tech. Their lives are consumed with football or work, with no time for God. The disciples had no business of going back to fishing. The kingdom of God had been given to them and they should have been preparing for the power of God to begin to move in their ministries, but they decided to fish!
Why did Jesus meet with the disciples early in the morning after a frustrating night of fishing? Simply because reinstatement had to take place in their hearts. Why reinstate Peter and Thomas? Jesus had invested in them much of His life here in the earth. They were persons of great importance to the kingdom of God on earth. God had to bring Peter and Thomas back into action by considering them and forgiving them.
It takes very little to blame, but it takes a lot to reinstate. I want you to know that this ministry reinstates people. This ministry is here to bring healing to people. Broken people, hurt people, people out of jail, lonely people, people with a past, people without a future, people with sins that haven’t been dealt with, people with pain, sick people, married people, single or divorced people, any type of people in pain. This is why Jesus came: To seek and save those who were lost.
Please, if your agenda is to find when the end times will begin, go to another ministry. If your call is to follow the financial market, find another ministry. If your agenda is to exclude these folks above, then you need to find another ministry. God has called me to minister life to the lost. That is my call, and there really is nothing else on the agenda. It is engraved into my brain: “Feed my sheep!”
Rick Bonfim


